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Shikijaku (Intro)
01:18
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She
Left me with a broken heart at eighteen
Made me wonder if my mom still loves me
Made me cry at nights to write this EP
Shi(ki)
Left me with a broken heart at eighteen
Made me wonder if my mom still loves me
Made me cry at nights to write this EP
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I think I finally understand
the whole point of love
And it’s pain pain pain pain
Until you hopefully recover
Then it just starts again
Thinking it won’t be the same
She broke my heart, What a shame
I’m the only one to blame
She’s the monster under my bed
I can’t get her outta my head
She’s better than I had expected
It’ll never recover I’m afraid
I like her more than I thought
And right now I feel so fucked
Tell me what’s this love all about
I just feel like I should shout
I justify, with
Miserables lies
My pathetic love life
Saying I’m too young now
But when I’ll grow old
Running out of excuse
Someone serious to lose
I’m really scared truth to be told
She wouldn’t have been my wife anyway
What I built she threw away
Even though that I’m not okay
I will never make them pay
When they’re not even sorry
There’s a reason to worry
You should run while you’re free
But it’ way too late for me.
And I could cry
For a while
Oh why
Did I
Still try
Oh why
(Did I)
Still try
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Fucked Up x ILU
02:48
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if love is the answer
I've been goddamn wrong
On so many points
Cuz for so long
I fucking hate her
but since I'm not strong
I still write her a song
she fucked me up
Sorry soulmate
But she filled me up
With hate
she fucked me up
Or did I
she filled me up
with deny
can't fall in love anymore
And I don't blame you
I wish it wasn't true
But I blame her
can't get attached to anyone
my heart has a giant wound
Not healable i assume
Will I still find
The one
Or will I decline
Like everyone
I just know too much
now I can't pretend
There's a love as such
In the end
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Confessions x Adrian
02:35
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At eighteen your dad still cried
From time to time
But you’ll be fine
He’s never made a women smile
God knows he tried
But you’ll be fine
My son just close yo eyes
Cuz dad just lied
You’ll feel so numb
My unhealthy sleeping habits
My stupid fragile mental health
There’s no way I can get used to it
Cuz this shit simply never ends
There’s this thing inside I need to kill
I hurt myself to make sure I still feel
this nightmare won’t leave me with your pills
what’s left to fucking heal
and just because it felt more comfortable convincing myself the monsters were not part of me than actually face the unhealthy coping mechanisms or strategies I have,
every word, every thought of this work is about me blaming something else for the suffering or the way I feel and I’ve eventually come to accept that the responsible of all this numbness actually lived inside me all along
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Too much pressure
Tear down in the shower
So I don’t need to wonder
There’s only water
mom and brother cry
Heard my little sister wine
Oh I can’t stop being sad
Please wake up dad
Don’t go too soon
No Dad
Don’t go too soon
No Dad
Oh why would you
Oh why
Act Like a phoenix but my tears won’t ever
Suffise
Oh oh oh oh
The bullshit from the docs
It felt like being ten
All over Again
Oh oh oh oh
The idea in my head
That it might be too late and
You couldn’t hear me pray
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Thank you whoever broke my heart
I hope that you like
All the songs I write
I hope nobody breaks yours
Cuz it hurts even more
not to see you smile
Thank you whoever broke their heart
So I could listen up
When I’m feeling down
Thank you whoever you are
You know you weren't not so far
To end my fucking life
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